The relationship with myself that exists because I want to avoid my feelings is not a relationship I want to keep showing up for.
Read MoreIt felt like a black pit of nothing. Not despair or sadness or even emptiness. It was just..nothing.
So that’s cool..Whatever. I'm fine. My life has absolutely no meaning after years of thinking and believing and really working at building trust in my guts and intuition annnnnnnnd none of it is true. Its all..nothing.
This is getting dark..